2013 was a really mixed bag for me. Some amazing things happened, one special lady in particular. Some not so amazing things happened.
I got lost somewhere along the way trying to stay afloat in a sea of mixed emotions not really knowing what I was supposed to do. Every time I felt happy guilt struck me and yet I knew the people I love most would hate that. I stopped writing. I threw myself into my job which was more stressful than I ever thought it would be.
After the new year I took some time, took a step back and thought about what I needed. It’s time to move on, to a different place, to reset myself. I’ll miss this place without a doubt, my best friends are here but as I have learned throughout the years if they’re true friends they always will be. It’ll take me further away from my love. Whoever said love was easy right? Whatever doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. Absence makes the heart grow stronger and all that other crap.
Truth it it’s going to be hard. I know that. But I think it’s best right now. I can be there to support those who need me but also get another chance at living the life I’ve always wanted. I will not just live my life for others like I have done so much in the past.
So with this in mind as I begin to pack up my things and put my place on the market it’s time to celebrate what I love and remember why one year ago I started this site.
Time to write 🙂
Watch this space.
And if any of my readers out there (if you’ve stuck with me during my lapses) have any suggestions of little things they want to read don’t hesitant to ask. I’ll do them in between chapters of my novel.
Don’t give up on me. I haven’t yet.